The days are just packed.

I spent no less than twelve hours on homework today. I will be so relieved when I am finally done with school. 

And I downloaded a new writing app for my computer! Super stoked to try it out. 

I'm thinking, once I graduate in May, perhaps I will really get serious about writing something worth reading. 

Hmm. 

Got the app!

Maybe now this will become a more frequent thing?? Hope so. 

Sobriety is my competitive edge. It's true. Keeps me playing offense. Rather than defense. 

Maybe what I'm learning is that I truly am an alcoholic? I wanted that to not be the case. I tried. Again. And failed. Again. 

I don't want it anymore. I've lived long enough sober to realize the advantage it gives me. 

So that's it for now. I didn't drink today. And I won't tomorrow.